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I have finally decided to make a new journal account. My current one has way too many years of memories that I no longer want in my waking conscienceness.
I encourage all of you to add my new journal. I will try and make my rounds to add as many of you as possible.
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) un_fantome
Is the new name.
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[17 Jul 2006|11:00pm] |
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The Ghastly Ones |
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I went to the beach today with Alex and have returned home with sand in all crevices a human posesses. There were two accounts where waves took me under the water and forced me into a series of back flips in the water. It was so severe, I have scrathes with drawn blood from the pebbles on the sea bottom. I fucking hate Jersey shores.
I had my interview with L'OCCITANE (http://usa.loccitane.com/) today, which was very exciting. I think it went rather well and I am hoping I will get the job. As for right now, I still work at NYSC working full time as a camp counselor. ;/
Lame. It gets so unbearable outside, and I can kill my kids sometimes. I do have a very cool kid named Tomas from the Czech Republic. He doesn't speak 5 godamn words of English, so I'm having him teach me Czech.
I am currently looking for a new digital camera, but find myself a little overwhelmed by the process. Any assistance from people with knowledge on the subject is greatly appreciated.
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| The mad scientist |
[10 Jul 2006|12:06pm] |
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I returned from Florida this past Thursday not feeling like anything has changed at all. Florida is, hot, sticky and filled with with crazy, toothless, vagabond people walking around with shopping carts or plastic bags. I didn't really enjoy it at all. We went to Island of Adventure which was pretty sweet. I thoroughly enjoyed Dr. Seus Land and Jerassic Park. We also went to Disney for a day where we headed to Magic Kingdom! It was magical, I must say. But there seriously needs to be more Alice in Wonderland stuff. I was very disapointed. After Orlando we went on a shitty cruise that would take us to the Bahamas for a day. Possibly, one of the worst experiences of my life, that cruise. Bahamas was very pretty, though. After the shitty cruise we stayed in a very nice hotel in Ft. Lauderdale. That was very enjoyable beside my mother freaking out everyday and not talking to my dad for 3 of them.
The vacation sucked, and I'm happy I'm home. I missed my boyfriend whom I haven't seen in then 2 weeks, very much.
I went to Amie's last night and saw the movie Mulholland Dr. David Lynch has managed again to pick at my brain and explode my left hemisphere.
If you haven't seen it yet, you must. I'm looking up right now some theories of explanations. All of his films never cease to leave me so drained and lethargic after seeing them. Truly a pyschological battle between appearance reality.
Time for morning tea.
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[09 Jul 2006|04:45pm] |
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GOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!VIVA ITALIA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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[20 Jun 2006|12:05am] |
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My weekend was nothing short of interesting...
Friday I went to the NIN show with Alex, Ian and his girlfriend Kym. We also met up with Sydney & Mika, Bobby-poo and his girlfiend who all had lawn seats. Boooo.
Bauhaus was of course amazing. Peter Murphy was so much more energetic and flamboyant at this show. He was wiggling and prancing about, throwing flowers to the crowd and so forth. NIN put on a really great show, I must say. Even though I'm not a HUGE fan. The show was fun and constant excitement. The seats that Alex got were amazing. I feel very badly that I didn't take a camera because I wasn't sure they were allowed. But sure enough, they were. So poo.
Alex slept over all weekend which was really nice. I've been with him all day everyday since Thursday. It's was fabulous.
I met my half older sister Andrea and her family this weekend. She's so gorgeous and her family is so nice... and soo Texas.
I've developed a sort of rash-resembling ailment on my right arm and I have no idea what it is, but I'm so frightened. For the past two months every itch, pain or slight irregularity that goes on with my body makes panic and think something is radically wrong. I mean, it really isn't so crazy. The human body is a very fragile, fickle thing with all sorts of hormonal and chemical reactions taking place constantly. It still makes me want to get crazy blood tests and a rigourous check up. Ahh, my ever raging anxiety.
Graduation is tomorrow. Highschool is over forever.
Hello Brookdale.
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| I am legal, hear me roar. |
[15 Jun 2006|11:58pm] |
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I have about 2 more minutes until my 18th birthday is over. It was a good day. Got my hair done and went out to dinner with family, family friends and Alex. It was good until my tummy started hurting. My mum bought me some very nice pin up looking shoes and vintage bag.
Tomorrow is the NIN show. I'm obviously not excited for them, but Bauhaus. My second time seeing them. Alex bought front section seats for my birthday. I'll take pictures.
Titty bar, here I come!
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| I've run this way twice before, and always the rats wading through dust. |
[18 May 2006|09:51pm] |
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Cinema Strange-Linday's Trachea. |
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I spent over 140$ in the past two days at Michael's and L'Occitane. I've been buying so mnay body products, its starting to burn a hole through my wallet. My mom left on Monday with my sister to Dominican Republic for her breast reduction surgery. I'm worried for my sister, I wish I was there to read her Baudleaire poetry and entertain her. Is it bad to say I don't really miss either of them?
I recieved news from my father that he and my mother will be going on two separate trips alone in July and August to visit my step brother's new baby and just on vacation to D.R. Those days for my syblings and myself will be enough vacation for the entire summer.
I'm such in disbeliefthat Amie is really leaving for an entire semester to London come September. It's going to be so strange to not have her 7 minutes away for random cemetary picnics, book store outings, thrift shopping, Chiller Theatre and tea time. It will be the longest we've been separated in our 6 years of friendship. It's going to be so hard, but at least I will visit her one week there and go to France for a short holiday with her in October/ November. She'll have a fantastic time and a great experience and funny stories to tell me.
I'll miss her none the less.
Time for tea.
"Thou art the empty, I am the thin! We are the bending blade stuck in your ribs! Thou art the tempest, I am the wind! We are the fallen man, tortured and skinned!"
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[03 May 2006|09:39pm] |
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I hung out with my love, Alex today. We layed down for a while and he showed me the electronic music he's been working on various programs. It's actually pretty good for someone who just started. He's so smaawwrrt. ^_^
I feel my life is so boring right now. I'm doing massive amounts of traveling this year. Which is good for the soul. I want a jazzy digital camera so I could take frequent pictures on my crazy escapades.
It was soo nice seeing himtoday.
<3
I feel like I've nothing to say anymore. It's probably best if I just don't update then.
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[01 May 2006|04:26pm] |
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I had a fantastic weekend. It was Sabrina's birthday on Saturday so we hung out everyday this weekend.
On Friday, Alex came over and we waited for Sabrina to come so we could go to Sab's friend, Amanda's house. It was good fun. Alex and I were very high on Vicodin, so eating a White Castle burger for the first time was a bad idea. I threw up when I got home after I made us all tea. Alex left around 3, and Sabs and I went to sleep.
Saturday, I went shopping with Sabs and then had work until 11. It was the most wretched night of work ever. It was my boss and I against 30 girl scouts. Quite the horrifying night. I can't wait to quit.
Saturday night I went back to Amandas with Sabrina and Alex. We drank and slept over. Good times execpt my little escapade with Alex to find a somewhat clean bed. ewwww. I was nice sleeping with him though. ^_^
Alex and I woke up at around 9-30 and stayed in bed until about 10-ish. We went to breakfast the three of us then headed home cuz I had work.
Then, Sabs slept over last night so we stayed up and watched The Lion the Witch and the Wardrobe. I loved it! It was very cute and accurate to the book. School this morning was fucking horrible, and I am soo over tired and coughing like a mad man from allergies.
I have to type my outline.
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| Fecal matter, aisle 6. |
[19 Apr 2006|04:22pm] |
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...It never stops.
Spring break was nothing short of borish and tiring. I've spent the earlier half of it sick with a virius that wouldn't go away. I missed the last two days of school before break because of my virial conjunctivitis. I felt better about Sunday and then worked all week and NYSC doing the 'schools out' program. I must admit the children weren't so beastly this time around until about Friday when poor, little Nina shat herself infront of all the other children. Meri, my co-worker just took off her bathing suit when hints of fecal matter dove into the concrete floor. It was such a hard day topped off with the sweetest icing on the cake. I was so overworked and tired I began to snicker. The snicker transformed into an uncontrollable roar of hysterics. I think it was an emotionally beneficial laugh. It just had to happen. The poor girl saw me laughing and started to cry when she continued to shit on the floor. Man. What a day.
The highlight of the whole break was Easter Sunday, where I had all my family along with Alex and Sabrina over, and a lot of German Reisling. Nevertheless to say, a grand night. ^_^
Monday, I skipped school with Sabrina and drove down to her horse barn with her. I was overwhelmed with the feeling of 250 acres of pure serenity. We gardened by her horse's stable and took care of her horse. It was a very well needed mental health day.
Now the routine has started up again and I'm overrun with the feeling of busy work. I'm just estatic for the summer and the bit of traveling that lay before me.
Now, I must talk to a girl about some vicodin.
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[04 Apr 2006|06:48pm] |
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Spring holiday is approacing come Friday, and I couldn't have desired it more. It's already 7 and I really should be working on my paper. I procrastinate soo much.
I've been sick all weekend, I feel like such a asshat.
I was throwing up all Saturday. It even came out of my nose! >.< Couldn't get the mighty smell out for an hour.
Bloody wontan soup! >.<
I really have to start doing things.
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[26 Mar 2006|09:50pm] |
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For some reason, the internet on my computer is not working... so I must use Leah's.
This has been such a boisterous weekend.
Friday- Alex, Sabrina and JJ came over. We drank wine, popped some Vicodin and watched The Nineth Gate with Johnny Depp. Pretty good movie. We watched the movie and talked until 3-30. It was alot of fun.
Saturday- Worked all day, Sabrina came over. Alex stopped by. Sabrina and I drank Absinthe ( which came in early that morning!, popped some more Vicodin and hung out. <3
Today- Work. Amie and I had quite an exqusite picnic at the Topanemous Cemetary, headed back to my house, Vicodin and more Absinthe. Leah came home from Dominican Republic.
Sabrina was supposed to stop by over but she had to go grocery shopping. :shakes fist:
S'ok, I saw her all weekend. <3
I sincerely do not want to go to school tomorrow. Or ever for that matter. I think it's about time for a very long holiday. ^_^
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[23 Mar 2006|11:37pm] |
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Cinema Strange-dead eyes open. |
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Very stressful week. I hope the weekend is better. I'd like very much to do something.
Dizzy and turning, you never need walk! I shall carry you, hold you, early and blinded! My son is no burden, I'm ancient with sorrow strength!
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[18 Mar 2006|05:26pm] |
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I'm stuck babysitting until 12 tonight and I am not happy about it at all. I'm so bored and restless it's aggitating. My St. Patty's Day was fucking sick. Alex came over for the earlier part of the day and we cuddled and all that good stuff. At around 9ish we went to Pat's house for a little party that was going down. There was a few people there, it turned out to be a lot of fun. I was so crunked bayond any point. It was wonderful. Sabrina couldn't make it out in time because she noticed that her horse has swelled gums which can turn into something very serious. So she was very concerned and didn't wind up sleeping over. I got home at 11 because we had to drop my brother home from his friend's house and my parents were coming back soon so I just stayed home. I went to sleep very early which felt so nice because I've been so over exhausted lately.
I really wanted to go to the club tonight. I've been in the mood for some hardcore dancing. And to meet James' new girlfriend. ;) Doodie face. ;P
Well I'm off.
<33
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| Through all windows, I only see infinity. |
[16 Mar 2006|09:45pm] |
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ere isn't a lot of many things happening in my life at the moment. I've started dieting and exercising along with bodily cleansing which feels fabulous! Tomorrow is St. Patrick's and I was hopeing there was something to do seeing how I don't have work on Saturday. I ordered a bottle of Absinthe today. It should be coming in the next week or so.
I spent roughly 70 dollars on the bottle, shipping and a courier. I've been working hard lately, so I figured why not.
I feel like if I went on any further, I'd be rambling.
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[13 Mar 2006|06:18pm] |
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Nothing much to report. Life is still going I suppose. I feel so excited and I don't exactly know why. I have so many plans for this spring/summer and I'm sure not enough money. I do, however much save money for October when I'll be visiting Amie in London while she's at the Study Abroad program there. We're going to take a holiday to France for the weekend and stockup on Absinthe.
Speaking of which, I'm going to order a bottle of the Edourd Pernod probably today or tomorrow. I can't wait for that.
I just started South Beach so hopefully I can lose 13 pounds before prom so I may fit into my vintage dress better. I am totally not looking forward to prom. It's going to be such a waste.
I have so many things formulating in my head, I'm giddy.
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| Ya gotta know the lingo to play bingo. ;) |
[05 Mar 2006|08:05pm] |
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Today at work, a little Chinese boy threw up all over the floor after ice cream cake. I wish I took a picture, it was almost an expression of art. Ha. Little did he know.
I've worked like an animal this weekend mostly because of swim lesson training. I'm not going to have my own classes because I'm going to quit my job very soon and work at L'OCCITANE. It's become one of my new obsessions. I'm there almost every week buying some new fine product. Their rose perfume lasted me a week. Ha!
At training this week I met some other kids who work at the NYSC in Livingston up north. We plan on going to Bergen County and doing some Weird NJ shit because apparently, Bergen county is very weird...
Weeeeeeeeeiiirdd..
My mother has people over right now... I have no idea who they are so I came upstairs and dyed my hair. Now it's going to be black as fuck! God, How GRIM am I?
My mouth is in so much pain, I feel a cavity..perhaps 2... AHHH
I need painkillers.
On with some pictures
( Of cabbages and kings. )
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[21 Feb 2006|04:57pm] |
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I spoke to Sabrina yesterday. She came over for tea and I feel much assauged.
On other excellent news, my father just informed me that he bought a Saturn today! I'll be getting it tomorrow and using it until we find a properly priced Honda for me, and then the Saturn will be given to Leah. I'm so happy I'll have a car again. Although, I did really like my Camry. ;/
All will be fine.
Nothing much more to report..
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| And other barnyard oddities. |
[14 Feb 2006|12:38am] |
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I'm supposed to be typing my Hamlet essay right now. I just can't concentrate.
I'm missing school anyway to go work at Macy's. Totally illegal, I am aware. Whatever.
I want to start Brookdale already and take fun classes. ^_^
:sigh:
Amie slept over on Saturday for the big blizzard. We drank wine and watched Tales from the Crypt. Good night, good night.
Then Sabrina slept over last night and we ate tacos with wine and bullshitted around. She got into a large fight with her mother and might move into my casa until she moves into her apartment after graduation. I would love to have Budgey move in. ;)
Man, I hate trashy blondes. ^_^
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[06 Feb 2006|05:27pm] |
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Haven't updated in a while. Things going well I suppose. Perhaps a little stagnent for my taste. It's been a very nice winter so far, it's been very warm and it reminds me of fall. ^_^
So, I will be atteneding Brookdale for a year to recieve 30 credits before I go to Morturary School to be eligible to be licensed in NJ. I get to take some fun classes such as French, Anthropology, Psychology and two of whatever courses I decide. It's purely for my knowledge because I just need 30 credits. That should be fun.
I need some excitement in my life!
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